2016-12-17

My Year End Note

Masih teringat satu tahun lalu. Ketika sembilan bulan serasa bertahun-tahun menjadi senior. Sekarang satu tahun rasanya seperti baru beberapa minggu. It’s fun, memiliki penanda yang mudah diingat. Bagi mereka adalah pesta natal, acara tukar kado, secret santa, etc. Bagiku, ini perayaan satu tahun aku berada di antara mereka.
Saat pertama, aku hanya tamu tak diundang, asing. Seperti berada di dunia lain. Just nothing among them. The lucky me, I have supporter there. As usual, with hardworking, only that way I can entering a world. Some months ago I said I’m happy, but now, at least till now, I’m so much happier. Last night party, half of it, was mine!
Last year, they looked at me, stared me, as if I’m an alien. Now, their eyes smiling, as if I’m the most amazing person among them. Allah, thankyou, You’ve give me this hands, You’ve give me this eyes. Thanks for give me this happiness.
Yeah, eventhought I have to face my new year, I wish I wouldn’t face any difficult choices. If I have to, help me again then. Help me, put me to the place where I should be.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
 When I tried to save this note, suddenly I found my last year note. The title is “Where I belong to?” When I felt dizzy, as if I can’t face it, as if I can’t laugh with them. But, finally I can get my joy with them. Everything become so much better. So much. Too much. Thanks God. Thankyou very much!

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