Timeless Memories II: Night Lover

 Listen to my favorite song, Yiruma - Moonlight, and Laura Shigihara - Everything's Alright, then enjoy the night. You'll see there are so much love in the air. Play the song from Selena Gomez - Fly to Your Heart and let your heart fly to the sky. These moments are the prove of love existence. Some of them may be a bit bitter, but the fact, it's the one that make us stand still, alive and survive. Love is our home, just like the lyric of Hear'Say - The Way to Your Love.

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Before The Pigeon

Once upon a time, before the pigeon back to be carrier. 

"Trust him! He really loves you. He never meant to be a cheater or break your heart. He has his reason. He wont make you disappointed anymore. He takes this hardway, and all the best things for you. I'm sure. Whatever it takes, he'll never leave you, he'll come back to you. And he's on his way to you now. He wont hurt you like I did. If this word is wrong, I'll be the first who tell you. I'll be the first who apologize. Maybe I just didn't have any sensibility. I'm a bad guy, even now, who didn't know what to do, while we didn't have much time to talk to make clear everything. But everything's different now. He's different. He's a good man. So just trust him,"  the postman said, make sure the pigeon will come back later, and send the letters directly. And the next time that pigeon will deliver all things without being late.

"Well, I know. About us, even I don't really understand what's problem that you mean between us exactly but I know you're not the only one who were wrong. It could be my fault too, or we were in the wrong place, wrong time, and wrong circumstance. Afterall, thanks for being good to me, to him, thanks for being our best friend all these times," the mailbox said.

The World End

“Tunggu aku, okay?! Aku akan kembali. Aku pasti kembali. Hanya saja bersabarlah. Memang agak lama, tapi aku yakin kau akan kuat. I’ll always be yours.” kata Chander pada Terra.
“I hate you.” sahut Terra lirih, dan Chander tetap bergerak. Perlahan, pemuda itu pun terbang, menipis, dan menghilang ditelan gelapnya malam.
Terra tertunduk. Berjalan kembali, pulang. Kembali ke dalam kamar kecilnya yang penuh dengan seratus buah lonceng angin di langit-langitnya. Riuh menyambutnya. Nyanyian Moana di halaman yang biasanya membuatnya tenang kini nyaris tak tertangkap daun telinganya.
Gadis itu dengan lemah meraih secarik kertas coklat usang. Duduk di bangku kayu tuanya, mengambil sedikit tinta dengan penanya, dan menorehkannya. Entah berapa lama proses itu diambilnya. Entah berapa ratus, ribu, juta kali jarum jam tua berdetak. Bersautan dengan gemerincing lonceng, deburan angin, nyanyian pasir di teras rumah Moana.
“Dear Chander, 
Let me tell you something. The atmosphere here.
So dark in the deep heart. Tear, rain, torn the time.
As if it will never end. Cloudy earth at night.”

My Year End Note

Masih teringat satu tahun lalu. Ketika sembilan bulan serasa bertahun-tahun menjadi senior. Sekarang satu tahun rasanya seperti baru beberapa minggu. It’s fun, memiliki penanda yang mudah diingat. Bagi mereka adalah pesta natal, acara tukar kado, secret santa, etc. Bagiku, ini perayaan satu tahun aku berada di antara mereka.
Saat pertama, aku hanya tamu tak diundang, asing. Seperti berada di dunia lain. Just nothing among them. The lucky me, I have supporter there. As usual, with hardworking, only that way I can entering a world. Some months ago I said I’m happy, but now, at least till now, I’m so much happier. Last night party, half of it, was mine!
Last year, they looked at me, stared me, as if I’m an alien. Now, their eyes smiling, as if I’m the most amazing person among them. Allah, thankyou, You’ve give me this hands, You’ve give me this eyes. Thanks for give me this happiness.
Yeah, eventhought I have to face my new year, I wish I wouldn’t face any difficult choices. If I have to, help me again then. Help me, put me to the place where I should be.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
 When I tried to save this note, suddenly I found my last year note. The title is “Where I belong to?” When I felt dizzy, as if I can’t face it, as if I can’t laugh with them. But, finally I can get my joy with them. Everything become so much better. So much. Too much. Thanks God. Thankyou very much!

Amnesia

Enyahlah kau pahit

Pergilah sepi

Pening hening ini menggigit

Perih rintihan hati terkunci

Matilah saja kau

Atau bunuhlah aku

Dekat enggan, pergi tak mau

Kau pikir aku kamar mandi?

Tuk tinggal menolak, kuhilang kau meraung

Aku layaknya wanita malam

Dibawa terbang saat pekat

Layaknya angin dingin tuk sulutkan apimu

Ku lelah, ingin diam saja

Ku begah, jika tinggal kau hilang dalam sekejap

Aku bukan ekormu

Bukan kupu-kupu malam

Bukan pula obat penenang

Haruskah aku amnesia?

Ah, mungkin sudah demensia

Lihatlah aku dengan benar, meski bisu

Bukan hanya kata ke kata

Namun dari mata ke mata

Insomnia

Pisang sesisir kubanting
Bibirku terjahit
Inginku menjerit
Tapi hati melilit terhimpit
Tak tahu cara melepas jangkarmu

Soekarno Hatta merah sesaki raga
Jiwa kosong hampa udara
Sekarat

Bahagialah dengan waktumu
Tertawalah seperti para pemburu
Dengan aku mati perlahan tanpa orang tahu
Seperti ikan insomnia mendadak terapung

Tinggallah di atas sana dengan damai
Abaikan saja aku di tanah lumpur
Menjadi pisang busuk yang tak tersentuh

Secret Garden

Ge. Gadis itu adalah penduduk sekitar kawah Bulan. Meski raganya menyimpan elemen Bumi, ia tak ditakdirkan mengenal manusia-manusia itu. Hingga suatu hari datanglah seseorang dalam sosok manusia.

"Aku datang dari Mars." Sahut pria itu terduduk lemah di ujung tebing yang dilewati Ge.

"Jadi kau bukan manusia?"Tanya gadis bertubuh kecil itu.

"Aku manusia yang tersesat ke tanah Mars. Aku adalah pengembara agar aku mampu hidup. Hanya saja, pesawatku patah. Hingga aku terdampar disini.”

“Hm..tapi kudengar manusia tak sanggup hidup di sini. Selain itu harusnya sulit untuk mereka menapakkan kaki kemari. Namun kenapa kau tampak begitu normal di sini?

“Bukannya aku normal bagimu, hanya saja manusia adalah makhluk paling sempurna di dunia ini, kan? Mungkin aku hanya cukup cakap untuk beradaptasi di Negeri Antariksa. Namun aku belum sepenuhnya mampu untuk menjadi normal menurut kamusmu. Jadi bisakah kau menolongku?"